Wednesday, July 28, 2021

HOLA2021

2021 最新消息

2020就开始了疫情,covid_19, 对这疫情,对于很多人是很不好的事情。不过,对我吧,是很不错的时机。跌跌撞撞那么就埋怨的日子不公平的日子,一天天的,我还活着,我只能说感恩感谢了。年近30了,还是一样事业无成,不过,幸运能过日子,只是苦了点,微收入,没上班,还要还有总40千的债务。一年了,还剩10千债务,我希望今年能清完欠朋友的钱。疫情关系,我的朋友都很讲情分。我也很感激他们,国耀,Apple
,啊江,啊镇这两位好兄弟。还有何顺利,他也没怎么催我还钱,我也一直都尽量的把钱清给他们,同时我也很谢谢他们。如有天我真的赢了1000万,我一定会分给他们。恩情必报!

Saturday, November 11, 2017

我们

在2016年,去年的6月。我们就认识了,刚刚开始我们是同事,我也没有多想我们会变朋友。慢慢的,我们每天相处,就越来越close了。因为在酒吧工作,我第一个想到的就是,朋友工作,大家安全就好。 直到,你告诉我,小洋,我是。我知道你要说的是什么。我回答,我知道。
我的回应给你,是没有那么大。只是我想告诉你,我真的很在乎。
我也知道我们俩其实可以发展,就是中间出了小差错。出了一些问题。我离开那工作的地方,你也知道原因。我的心真的很想回去,我也知道他们会总总原因的为难你,我真的不舍的。你打电话给我,要我出来,我真的很开心,我很珍惜我们出来的日子。虽然不多,我也清楚。
你的苦衷有很多我都不是很清楚,我真的很希望你告诉我。
就这样慢慢,时间一直过去了。你也对我突然的大声骂过。我也在不之情的情况下被你无段段的骂吵。
我心真的很痛。
今年,你已经开了第二间分行。恭喜你。
你也没有邀请我。我也不知道是什么原因,感觉上,我们的距离越来越远了。
我也没想过,我会在一次打开心里的门,去喜欢你。没想到我就这样错过了。话说,失去自己最美好的人,心里终会后悔。对!我真的很后悔,我不勇敢的去追你。大声的说,我真的喜欢你,你是我的女朋友。很多男顾客,一直这样围绕你,我心里也不是很滋味,可是,我了解,工作没办法。能闪就闪吧。现在你是老板娘了。
我离你的距离越来越远了。我知道。
没脸见你,我也知道。
在失业上,目前,我真的输你很大很大的距离。
你也在也不是以前的你了,已经变了很多很多。
可是,在我心里,永远永远就是那个最好最默契的好搭档我的最喜欢,最爱。

Monday, November 6, 2017

I'm back 2017

Wow, is quite a small surprised for my own english grammer level.
Can't believe what I'm doing or writing before.
Hmmmm, well revising back your own blog , feel so funny. I'm agree my anger in my own deep down to my heart ,is quite unexpected hmmm.....
WELL THANK GOD !
I didnt do anything more stupid ,that makes me more worst at all...
BUT thank you for all and what happens before...
In this year of 2017,  is hard time for me , and quite difficult . Wort than 2016.... But is ok , I'm good in survive level, luckily I have been trained by my surroundings humans behavior and many kind of happens when I get through.
WELL THANK GOD , and THANK YOU

GOOD NIGHT
Is 2017, in the midnight of 3.20am , MONDAY
6/11/17.

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Wednesday, August 6, 2014

听见,你爸爸过世的,虽然已分开那么久,我还是替你伤心,不过,我也希望你可以一直的坚强下去~ 就算我不在你身边~

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

YOU are the first , and the LAST

说真的,怎么办😱,已经四年多了~接近5年了~为什么还想着你?😛
对你的思念怎么还念念不忘啊,难道你真的是第一个?也是最后一个?像你书上所写的,而且我也答应你的~ 我真的做到了吗? 😌
你知不知道那本书我真的没有勇气交给你~ 😔
虽然我们分开了~ 想想,本来要丢掉了,结果,我却没丢~ 不知道为什么,看回去你写的,对我的感觉真的真的很好~  可是,自从去了新山过后,你有好多好多事情都是瞒着我,然后我们就是这样,而我也答应让你离开,你知不知道,答应让你离开,是有多么难的事吗? 多么的痛吗? 虽然我们就是这样结束了,有问题也没去解决它,你也不肯告诉我~ 我也选择不和你吵架~ 以为会在一起一辈子,结果不是…
  我承认我是对你念念不忘,不过我想了好久,我答应你的事,我也做到了~ 
你是第一个,也是最后一个… 
你真的真的要幸福哦,你知道吗~ 
只要你幸福,我就放心了~ 😄

Saturday, November 23, 2013

到底应该的怎样去做好一个人? 我又一次又一次让家人失望~

说真的,来了吉隆坡那么久,已经有4年了,一般来说该有事业的就有事业,有属于自己的交通,自己的屋子,而我呢? 承认自己是幼稚了只会吃喝玩乐! 什么都不会,知道去年年尾,加入了一个高信赖度公司,叫Hro Vision ,这里的人很好,都教会我很多东西,当然,有些东西是自己闯出来的,所以他们教的有些我都遇过~
最近发现自己的性格懒惰了起来,说真的懒惰这个性格,真的不能要~ 因为,很恐怖~ 会让自己的前途变成了,黑暗一片~
电话没电了,改天在写~

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

14/11/2012

Dear Mr. Blog.....
Well , while revising my malaysian studies,i'm looking my instagram and keep on spamming my friends " Jocelyn Tan " instagram. Press Like.....
Okay, after that looking back my own blog, i feel like what i written before is just like a fool. " Oh My God !"  And i just realize that how sucks am i " English Grammar" yeah..
Alright, i'm 21 this year, well nothing special doing same thing in my life, but i changing course engineering to interior design, the 2nd sem already finish , right now ready for our exam. After our exam then, wait for three month the next year april "i guess" our class just start.

This year happens alot of things and , i'm starting not trusting anyone . Actually, i'm keep on believing that everyone that i know can be trusted . But......some of them, betray me or fooling me or borrow some money from me and never pay back. " Is that fun? fooling around me and betray me?"  
I think and think , and the answer never come to me.
Well i think that MAYBE IS MY PROBLEM? MY ATTITUDE? 

ALL THIS YEARS 21, I BEEN THINKING THIS QUESTION MAY TIMES, BUT ?? STILL DIDNT HAVE ANY ANSWER~   @@



YEA~ I told my self , Everyone "include me" grow up every year, their opinion and minds ,more and more matured and logic. I guess i gonna stop typing now, i have to go back bath and continue my booklet or malaysian studies, by the way i'm in my friend hostel now ,cause my hostel wifi couldn't work, almost one week.

today 14/8/2010

today 4.30 pm going out, ready go to time square with my classmate , peng wee , chee hong , and jian hong ....
at first i come out early 10 mins , i go Kemuning bayu send peter fan go back his old hostel...

今天19、1、2012

今天的心情,可以说是不好,可是,我都是放在心里面,表面上是没什么,原来我也学到了,怎样让人看不出自己的心情~

yesterday 31/7/2010

ya.....yesterday i do some crazy thing , i drive to genting alone to meet some friend at there, 1st i meet stella at there 1st about around 10 something i arrive there , actually on the way have traffic jam using the cheras road. I actually i go genting i using wrong road ady...... ==''
too stupid , turn and turn.....
lolz..... ddamn stupid , but on the way i go genting , i saw a dog die on the road centre , it very pity....... i keep on pray it  amithaba......
ya then rain all the way i go genting .... just a medium rain only......finaly i reach genting ........
ya then find the parking ==''' i go p5 then turn and turn and turn half and hour in parking place still haven't a place gv me park yet lolz....
almost reach 11pm happy , there's a parking for me hiak hiak hiak.......
lolz... so many people love genting huh?? haha..
so i go find my friend at 好味 actually she not at there , she at VOIR with her sister , buy some cloth......
so we just walk around and sit down drink something ......then they want to go back their hotel room ....
我们回的路上,有很多人在一条路口那边拿着牌,原来有明星来云顶,不过我也不懂是谁,我看还是去凑热闹好了~看是哪里的明星,等了很久很久,还蛮久的~~~~
果然,有明星了将将将将~~~
第一位??不认识因我很久没追看明星了,
第二位??她走太快了,看到背影吧了,我只能说长头发的~=='''
第三位我不记得了看电话的照片太蒙了~不清楚
第四位好像是朱浩仁,如果我没记错的话~  他还和他的粉丝拍照,and HI -FIVE
第五位美女来的,不过我不知道是谁~
第六位我认识的是陈奕,还有一个听朋友说是