Wednesday, November 14, 2012

14/11/2012

Dear Mr. Blog.....
Well , while revising my malaysian studies,i'm looking my instagram and keep on spamming my friends " Jocelyn Tan " instagram. Press Like.....
Okay, after that looking back my own blog, i feel like what i written before is just like a fool. " Oh My God !"  And i just realize that how sucks am i " English Grammar" yeah..
Alright, i'm 21 this year, well nothing special doing same thing in my life, but i changing course engineering to interior design, the 2nd sem already finish , right now ready for our exam. After our exam then, wait for three month the next year april "i guess" our class just start.

This year happens alot of things and , i'm starting not trusting anyone . Actually, i'm keep on believing that everyone that i know can be trusted . But......some of them, betray me or fooling me or borrow some money from me and never pay back. " Is that fun? fooling around me and betray me?"  
I think and think , and the answer never come to me.
Well i think that MAYBE IS MY PROBLEM? MY ATTITUDE? 

ALL THIS YEARS 21, I BEEN THINKING THIS QUESTION MAY TIMES, BUT ?? STILL DIDNT HAVE ANY ANSWER~   @@



YEA~ I told my self , Everyone "include me" grow up every year, their opinion and minds ,more and more matured and logic. I guess i gonna stop typing now, i have to go back bath and continue my booklet or malaysian studies, by the way i'm in my friend hostel now ,cause my hostel wifi couldn't work, almost one week.

today 14/8/2010

today 4.30 pm going out, ready go to time square with my classmate , peng wee , chee hong , and jian hong ....
at first i come out early 10 mins , i go Kemuning bayu send peter fan go back his old hostel...

今天19、1、2012

今天的心情,可以说是不好,可是,我都是放在心里面,表面上是没什么,原来我也学到了,怎样让人看不出自己的心情~

yesterday 31/7/2010

ya.....yesterday i do some crazy thing , i drive to genting alone to meet some friend at there, 1st i meet stella at there 1st about around 10 something i arrive there , actually on the way have traffic jam using the cheras road. I actually i go genting i using wrong road ady...... ==''
too stupid , turn and turn.....
lolz..... ddamn stupid , but on the way i go genting , i saw a dog die on the road centre , it very pity....... i keep on pray it  amithaba......
ya then rain all the way i go genting .... just a medium rain only......finaly i reach genting ........
ya then find the parking ==''' i go p5 then turn and turn and turn half and hour in parking place still haven't a place gv me park yet lolz....
almost reach 11pm happy , there's a parking for me hiak hiak hiak.......
lolz... so many people love genting huh?? haha..
so i go find my friend at 好味 actually she not at there , she at VOIR with her sister , buy some cloth......
so we just walk around and sit down drink something ......then they want to go back their hotel room ....
我们回的路上,有很多人在一条路口那边拿着牌,原来有明星来云顶,不过我也不懂是谁,我看还是去凑热闹好了~看是哪里的明星,等了很久很久,还蛮久的~~~~
果然,有明星了将将将将~~~
第一位??不认识因我很久没追看明星了,
第二位??她走太快了,看到背影吧了,我只能说长头发的~=='''
第三位我不记得了看电话的照片太蒙了~不清楚
第四位好像是朱浩仁,如果我没记错的话~  他还和他的粉丝拍照,and HI -FIVE
第五位美女来的,不过我不知道是谁~
第六位我认识的是陈奕,还有一个听朋友说是

Saturday, February 25, 2012

很吊!

今天竟然进不到club, MIST~
说什么那个卡不是我的名,就不能用!
哇老!

很不开心咯~
以前的你,和现在的你,不同了~
自从那个人的出现了过后,你完全变了样了~
不再是我认识的你了~
你可以不要这样吗?
以前的你可以回来吗?

Sunday, February 19, 2012

18/2/2012

Well let say erm... for the start i'm just ok in the morning untill the afternoon^^
当带你出来的那个时候,你和我讲的东西,我突然间心情降落了,
不知道做什么,你说那天那个追你,我就开始很不爽,很讨厌了~
你·不用告诉我,我也知道~
我就是看得出来他对你有意思,作为一位朋友,是替你高兴~
可是,你也知道那天的状况,可是,你不懂,在旁边的旁观者的感受是如何~

我会把我的心情Trun OFF!!
所以,你自己保重~

What THE HELL , I CARE SO DAMN MUCH !!!
Because a friend for me !!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

I Love Club.... PRT2

要写什么好呢?
想一想~
不是每样东西我都会说出来,都会写~
我不是保镖,不是你们的守护者,我只是担心你们的其中之一的朋友,不想你们被人吃豆腐或者受伤~只是,舍不得看你们这样子!
照顾,你们是没什么,cause i care for friend........

I Love Club.....

Well , i want to write ,that erm........
Today, 12/2/2012.......3.40am......
I just came back from G6 club, in the garden.... a shopping mall....... up on 6 floor.....
I love clubbing , but sometime makes me happy , makes me sad , and makes me mad.......
快乐,那是和朋友一起玩,一起癫,一起疯~
伤心,是想起,自己觉得很伤心的东西,感觉伤心~
生气·,气为什么有些人,明知道自己不是很会喝,却还要的逼自己喝,然后,自己醉了,不会自己照顾自己,还去找人家在喝~
有些,不是醉,而是,那边跳舞,让别人的过分摸~还那边的继续跳~

看了不懂是要替他们、她们高兴或伤心,又或者担心~

我只醉过一次,也不会在醉了~
Well, I WILL NEVER DRUNK AGAIN!!!!
hahaha...........

Saturday, January 28, 2012

孝顺 28.1.2012 10.36pm " 电脑时间“

妈,我会孝顺你,是你顾我长大怀胎我9个月,什么都帮我~
爸,我会孝顺你,是你给我们有吃有穿有住,过的好好~

可是,在几时?我不知道~我知道我会做,现在的21岁的我,什么都没有,对不起,我今年才长大,才会想~外面的人怎样说,你们怎样听,面子怎样丢,我不理~
我会做的,我尽量的做到好!

谢谢你们,生出一个这样不孝的孩子~

2012的新年,很不开心~

2012,新年,想过个开开心心的新年,结果?
讲我讲话没经过大脑,很好,讲吧,我也没有不认~
你们自己讲话,伤到我,你们自己懂吗?不懂~
要问我,你们伤到我什么,我也回答不出为什么?因为,我忘记了!原因,我不喜欢听的东西我一定不会去记!

记得,每个人都和我讲现在是现实的生活,对呀!我就现实一点,钱拿来给我花啦!
我不孝嘛,不会顾你们大人的面子!我做这样还你们,不就好了咯!怎样?你们要的是孝顺的孩子不是吗?找你的儿子啦!,你们这样疼他!!可以不用疼我的!钱拿来就可以了!!钱疼我就好了!!
他妈的!
只要我做的东西就是错的!做什么错什么!!!
不用紧咯,我已经什么都不管了,我已经放弃很多东西了!我现在要做就做!
你们看不过眼的,就钱给我!
现在什么都是讲钱的,不是吗?
我要做的东西,都给你们讲,这个不好那个不好!
好咯,现在21岁了,什么成就都没有,你们自己开心啦!现在的我宁愿玩!没前途!更好,直到进去棺材!!!!!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

今天19/1/2012

今天心情很低落,不知道什么风又来了,最近的我心情一直很低落~
很多东西要去忘记,对我不是很难的事~
在想,自己为什么活在这个世界,我活来是做什么的?
以前,就一直的这样想,这个问题一直问我自己很多次,可是没看到答案~
自己已经开始变到,一个讲到做不到的人这样了~
我不要变成这样,这是不对的~
我要的东西你几时要出来?
人生对我来说,只要我活过了就好了~

就这样的低落·~

New Year 2012 .....

ermmm..... let me think ....
没什么新的改变吧,一个变的就是我自己停掉我的学业了,不知道我会那么冲动的去停掉~
一想到自己在这里浪费了要三年的时间,才拿到一张的文凭,就很气!
现在就想到钱,和玩~重点是钱~
没钱哪来的娱乐~
aiyo.......
为什么为钱而活~
很不开心~
如果没钱的话,每个人都平等,那不是好吗~