Later noon wanna change hostel again me, i change to air cond room ,,,, After came back from AUSTRALIA , my money spending get more higher than before , don't know why??
ir cant get lower by now ==''' , i have been think wanna go to work , but i lazy =='''
Hate my self , everytime i think and plan already , but i didnt do it well ==''' why i become a useless person ....
lolz... although that , i heard someday , my uncle says me useless, my teacher and friend also , i knw is hurt but i dont care , cause i know i'm useless , everthing i study , i learn from anywhere , all is half , no matter what also half ...... i don't know why????
Many things i wanna find that answer out ,maybe i can gv myself an answer a word some of the thing is a word " lazy"......
Somedays when i free nothing do , i still thinking , what for i come and join this world , i do nothing in my like all things i have been learn always was half ~ sometime friend needs some help , but i can't help , cause i don't know how to help them ? what should i do ?what should i help them ??? I know myself was vey important of Friendship , but some of the friend i hate , it means i will hate them , dont know why ~~
but i will ask my friend dont hate their friend ~ i know that kinda a bit weird~~
huhu~~
i wanna learn how to speak well in my english and learn how to dance , but my leg balancing are not too good , evertime i do some excercise i know my leg will get hurt ... LOLz~~
i like take photo from any where any place , no matter what things happen or been display....... i just wanna take a shot , take a photo ~ FOR ME THATS A FUN~
Sea is a good place , its a relax place , but some times i imagine by my self , when one day i go sea side , i just relax at sea , suddenly tsunami coming , what should i do ?? run? swim ? or wait to die ?or drown?
i think i will wait to die ..... evrytime think die , "i'm still thinking "maybe i'm the one who scare die ~
i wanna die in peaceful , not suffering in die.......
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