~最近的我~

最近发现到，自己越来越惹人不爽这样的，很像我的错这样，做什么都是我的错，实际上不是我的错，还要我去和人家道歉，这样的感觉~
我想了很多遍了我没错，我不需要和人家低头！

希望不是我所想像的那样吧~ 还有，我要谢谢~

说什么买东西，刚刚我去拿车的时候，你们都已经讨论好了，不是吗？
这样演戏，你以为我会相信吗？不是那个人自己搞的吗？你以为我不知道，我是答应人做到底罢了~而且，如果你不是小心眼的人的话，你就不会去看人家的page,看有没有指的是你~“是在说一些人我dont like , 你，你，你......不用知道” ~我会自己知道的，只是不想说出来罢了~
很想骂人，打人，想发泄，可是唯有的只能在blog先生，这里找他，只有他知道我~


小飞象，我只是帮忙你，我谢谢你给我机会和你妈和你妹妹玩这几天，是你先问我可以送她们回飞机场吗？我已经答应可以了，为什么又突然换呢？？说什么安祖要回去换车，ok咯，我说我要跟可以吗？你说什么？讲不懂ah su有没有要跟~ 现在是怎样？？我问你？！！我是多余的？？对不对？？
我知道了，我一路来是多余的~所以，我选着散自离队好点~不是好吗？你不用那么难为情不对吗？你的兄弟很讲义气的~我很气，答应了，什么都改~
我人不是很好我知道~我不是要散自离队，是不得空， 一半你也很难做人我也知道。不是我委屈什么的，我懂我只是多余的一个，我什么都不好，什么都没有的，要不是有车，你也不会找我的不是吗？

26/5/2011 - 29/5/2011

偷偷溜去新山，的日子，蛮不错下的~
^^
jian horng , 你好好和你妈妈说，是不会怎样的啦，还有很开心认识你的女友哦^^

有几次，很不爽，那种人的回答！
不爽！

25/5/2011

25号的那天，lim chee hong和我说他要买电脑和剪头发，我就说好啊，我带你去，加上有jian horng, yap peng wee他们两个，也去他们也要买东西~
我们四个，就去到time square,我park在那边然后，走进去里面由jian horng 带路~
jian horng : 我们先去low yat ,然后再到回来time square剪头发~  我们ok!

去了low yat, 买电脑，我们在那边呆蛮久的，走上走下，刚好那天我的大腿muscle很痛（  = ='''  ） ，还是照走~
差不多3点多了，我们从12点，在那里到三点多~
然后chee hong 先去找头发店，大概一个小时这样，我们走去time square找他，以为他好了，哪里知道，他不知道理发店在哪里 ，然后，我就叫他继续 找， 那个yap peng wee, 一直吵不停要回去，说什么等到很累这样会死掉，我听了很不爽，就应回他，那么你去走走咯，逛逛看你要买什么需要的东西，他直接回答： 没有钱了~  我就应回去： 没有钱也可以走的， 他回答： 没有，没有，每个人不一样的，我没有钱我是不会去走的~   我：= =''
还说什么，叫chee hong自己搭taxi回，自己保重~  我们三个先回~
我的心里： 这次我死都不会帮你这种人咯，自私，只想到自己，你的朋友目的是来什么的？
刚好jian horng 妈妈打来， 其实妈打来很多次了，问他在哪里，然后说要来载他，他们要回先，那么我就说，那好啊，你们回先咯~

我就一个人在那里等，差不多5分钟这样，chee hong好了，然后，他问我在哪里，然后他来找我....
他上escalator就第一个问我，ah peng 他们勒？ 我： jian horng 的家人来载，回了咯~
他： 噢~
我： ah peng， 在那边吵要回~
他： 我讲明了的，要剪头发的吗~
然后.......

过了不久jian horng 打来，问我在哪里，我说我要回了在paking场，他说等我一下，我现在过来,我： 你不是家人来载吗？
他： 不要说了，我生气我爸爸~

我知道的~

以前的认识的，和先在知道的，在也不是以前我所认识的那个人了~
已经变了，希望，那颗属于善良的心的那个人，属于那颗心的人，都有那么善良的一颗心~
那颗心永远不变~

22/5的今天

今天很好，可是也可以说很不好，很"肚懒” ~
为了，一张resit而等到晚上8点多，才看到户口有钱进来！这张resit浪费我的时间，从上个星期等钱等到现在，从星期五等resit等到今天，从今天等resit，等到什么？resit 没有，等到钱进户口~
前进户口，是很好，可是你自己讲你有证据，有resit的在哪里？妈的！
什么都没有，说什么巴士delay,说什么赛车要到pudu raya了，我要看到resit你不会明白吗？！！
还跟我大小声！！说什么你的人在pudu raya,说什么你爸爸进医院？ 哇？！真的吗？ elmo先生！
你连篇都可以篇到你爸爸那里去了，声音还比我大声，电话不接，我用朋友的电话打你才肯接？什么意识？还跟我大小声，还叫我dont bother u ?!!!还说什么，电话没有电！骗人的是吧！用ｉ－ｐｈｏｎｅ　电话会那么快没有电吗？！　　
之前还说什么最近有点失意！妈的！你以为我是白痴吗？你在演戏我会听不懂吗？你可以这样篇～ 

老天有眼知道你自己做什么东西~有一天，你还是要还回的,你做什么手脚你自己知道！

what the FUCK!!!你什么？我等你一整天，到现在就是看你的证据，亲自要看到ｒｅｓｉｔ，你拿什么东西，什么都没有，连你的人都没有看到！！是你自己，让人不信任的，我还一直不停相信你，你自己想，你做什么东西？！！！　过分吗？
我跟你讲，忍耐和信任是有限度的，不用和我大小声！自己的信用，自己毁掉，不要和别人大小声！

今天下午~

3点这样醒，看到电话出现奇迹，有信息还有。misscall~
当然对别人不出奇啦，对我是很出奇咯，信息，看了是很有点火滚得咯~
几久得东西，还去看，还说我害人~

还写鸡白的字给我，东西没弄清楚，就写这个字给我~

你不会看日期时间的吗？几久的东西了？

还说朋友的姐妹，你不想要去了~
你大可放心，我是不会去的！

Today 11/9/2010

Today  morning wake up about 11'o clock something ,  mom not at house so we gona mom's work clean  Dog pee Dog shit ==''   ~
Then i take my dirty cloth wash ~
Then i go back sleep again =='''
haha
then me and my brother go eat our "breakfast"
then we go jalan jalan drive al the way at segamat......
                                 

Today ABOUT Ym News ...

yah about around 3pm or 4pm i arrive .... MY HOMETOWN hhaa
caome back hari raya hahaha....wow! can't belive myself just using 1 day , i arrange my room finish in a day ....
hahahaha
but i left 1 side not yet arrange finish , is my clothset.... =='''
too many shirt , i dont like to wear ~ too girl for me .... i dont like that ...... ==
haha
i just left it there hahahaha
well
today my mom no at home , but she still always keep on calling and sport check me and my brother , hahaha cause everytime she didn't at house we will going out having some fun.....
hahaha
But is quite fun so... hahah
MOM AND DAD THANKS TO U TWO ,GIVING US MANY LOVE ~
谢谢你们没管我们到那么严，我们高兴~ 但我也知道我是坏~
但是我知道我们`很不听话，也很叛逆，我们也不会读书~对不起~
我想说对不起也没用，唯有的做出来给你们看就好了。
爸爸最近我知道我花钱有点过份，不过我正在控制住了~
我很高兴有你们两位做我的爸爸和妈妈~
如果我还有下辈子，我也还要做你们的孩子~

No facebook 1 month

Start on 8/12/2010 i try off facebook 1 month , well it works , nothing for me , just only the thing less 1 thing to do only , but watching the korean entertaiment name 青春不败 well is 2009 but it still very funny for me altought i dont know korean word but it have chinese subtittle ....
Everyday finish class then sms with friend sleep a while then watch movie and then eat then sleep ....
nothing everyday do the samething at my hostel... well i change and move hostel , to aircond room , is quite good ,enjoy myslef .... but ren tal is RM300 , at the first month need to pay Rm 500 , Rm 200 for the deposite , RM 300 for the rental, then the other month i just pay 300 only, but i just paid to AN JU  Rm 450 only , maybe next week will pay him the left RM 50 ....
thats is today my brain thinking....
well all throw in here.....

yesterday 27/8/2010

We go mid valley with , Anderson , xiao fei xiang , wayne JC , carol , raymond and juju tan (raymond girlfriend ), we not going together , we meet in mid valley city , then we eat sushi king , it cost about rm293.00 wow !
but realy full at that time , Jc said , his meal cost RM7 only.......hahaha i told him once a time only.....
fun yesterday , but abit pek cek yesterday also , gv me wait so long .....

I cAN"T SLEEP ..... now is 3:20am 27/8/2010 write and think

Later noon wanna change hostel again me, i change to air cond room ,,,, After came back from AUSTRALIA , my money spending get more higher than before , don't know why??
ir cant get lower by now ==''' , i have been think wanna go to work , but i lazy =='''
Hate my self , everytime i think and plan already , but i didnt do it well ==''' why i become a useless person ....
lolz... although that , i heard someday , my uncle says me useless, my teacher and friend also , i knw is hurt but i dont care , cause i know i'm useless , everthing i study , i learn from anywhere , all is half , no matter what also half ...... i don't know why????
Many things i wanna find that answer out ,maybe i can gv myself an answer a word some of the thing is a word " lazy"......
Somedays when i free nothing do , i still thinking , what for i come and join this world , i do nothing in my like all things i have been learn always was half ~  sometime friend needs some help , but i can't help , cause i don't know how to help them ? what should i do ?what should i help them ???  I know myself was vey important of Friendship , but some of the friend i hate , it means i will hate them , dont know why ~~ 
but i will ask my friend dont hate their friend ~ i know that kinda a bit weird~~
huhu~~
i wanna learn how to speak well in my english and learn how to dance , but my leg balancing are not too good , evertime i do some excercise i know my leg will get hurt ... LOLz~~
i like  take photo from any where any place , no matter what things happen or been display....... i just wanna take a shot , take a photo ~ FOR ME THATS A FUN~
Sea is a good place , its a relax place , but some times i imagine by my self , when one day i go sea side , i just relax at sea , suddenly tsunami coming , what should i do ?? run? swim ? or wait to die ?or drown?
i think i will wait to die ..... evrytime think die , "i'm still thinking "maybe i'm the one who scare die ~
i wanna die in peaceful , not suffering in die.......  

今天的第一次，也是我人生中的第一次~

今天一天里面，我看了很多明星，虽然他/她们也是人，不过还是有不同的感觉~
首先，是饥饿30营里的明星，Z-Chen, 非比，罗亿诗，朱浩仁，张栋梁，梁静如，and some Malaysia DJ........ and some of them i forget their names ady , But when they sing , their sound were great .....!
^^
For sure , Next year i will joing this camp again....!
Let's Start From the begining Now is 11.55pm of 22/8/2010,Let's the story of today begin by now.....
Early in the morning , let me guess erm.... about 4.30 am , a few people wake up ady at a hall , we all sleep inside the hall....  What's happen ?? Let's says yesterday , we start fasting start on 21/8/2010  10am for 30 hours ....until today 22/8/2010 4pm more ....., yeah today we go Bukit Jalil for countdown our fasting time ^^,Countdown with malaysia Famous Stars ... woohoo!!
Totally happy and high all day for me.... a bit tired , but still fun for me.....
yea have some pic but no so clear .... a bit waste , but i will remeber this day , i won't forget it....
so all the way long we start from segamat 终和礼堂 we start our bas on 7am , and i forget wat time we arrive there ady ... so we going out the bus and walk to out signboard and line up waiting our segamat Team member , then go inside and register , we in the door , L6 and find our place sit , and my friend found me name 晓婷we sit together , i remeber the thing is all the way we watching free shows i keep on disturbing her... hiak hiak ......well i saw that everyone feel sleepy , and their energy is exhausted .... hahaha for me still full energy , so untill the end countdown 4pm more , then i go out at the frist , and says goodbye to my friend waiting ANDERSON come , walao he damn slow...... , And i'm very Pek Cek at the time , before i told already , 4 pm will finish , i'm very pek cek , realy !!!
untill 5 pm , he just arrive , and i get in my car , and he ask wat time u wanna go , 1 Utama , i say before 5 .30 pm , then he says har !! wanna 飞车了~i say who ask u so late , then he blame me ..... =='''
lolz , i blame him , he blame me , then i says , Just drive your car ......

Then  my second round , go 1 Utama watch Lee Hom , wow!! he Realy Handsome , nothing Special ,look in live or Tv, but His Fans A LOT !! , and somemore DAMN Hot at there ==''''
My Sweat can't stop , lolz..... he very slow coming wait  until half an hour more he just come , and somemore didn't get his signnature , a lot people and they keep on pushing , lolz..=='''
And left 1 hour he want left ady , so i gv up i move outside , when i come out from there , lolz my hair all sweat and my cloth also , my hair look like raining.... ==
then i go eat , that day Shiang Horng bring me go that place , name C.......
i eat Bacon Cheese Burger , but i eat until half , and then i feel very full ady , i left the half bread and beef i didn't finish it , i know i waste those food , but i realy can't eat already....
then we go back home .... we leave 1 Utama。。。。
and now is 12.28pm  23./8/2010 follow my computer time .......
come back write blog , and so.... Good Night my blog .....

18/8/2010

watching movie " The Expendables"
actually , i didn't know is going to watching movie, i just asking my friend Andrew for dinner at pasar malam , and we decide da bao pasar malam thing then go to his hostel having a dinner. Then i call carol  , let say him is a friend and my teacher also......   i called him and i ask him wanna have a dinner he say yes , then i meet him at mit my school around 7pm more like this , then he says wayne still at office working do her job, so we wait also having a dinner together , then while we chit chat , Carol says : So, min today we watch movie tonite? I says: What ? what movie?? i didn't know anything exactly....  he says: didn't peter told u ?  me  : told me wat?  him : watching movie tonite..... i says : no , he didn't told me.......  , and i ask Andrew ...   Andrew : no , he didn't ask me also ....   so Andrew call Peter and ask .......
then untill the end 8pm more then our movie start on 9.15pm.......
so when we arrvie Sunway Pyramid , already 9 pm more , almost 9.15pm ady gua.... (the time is on my guessing)  wow , that movie i mean great haha, many hollywod actor , Jet lee , Stylone, Arnold,some of them ... i didn't remeber their name ...... yeah ..... good days ....
At last have "dinner" at ASIA CAFE......

today...

Nothing special for today, just only finish class then bring my friend go Seksyen 17, because raining and i just wanna to help them...... they buy ticket go back their hometown.......
Then we come back to KK   "Kota Kemuning"  , and i go back my hostel untill now 7.42pm just wake up, write something in here .... lolz nothing do ... ==''' sms with 1 friend .......
Start from 12 August 2010 until now 17/August 2010 ....5days already cause , i off facebook 1 month ...... Let's says 12 /8/2010 untill 12/9/2010.......
Ya i gonna do this .......
Now waiting the time untill 10 pm , bring Anderson back from work ........
Well on the way of the time , i think i just download movie , vampire dairy.....

About yesterday 13/8/2010

Yesterday after finish class 2.30pm ....
we waiting anderson my " sister" , to bring us  (me, peng wee, and jian hong)  go to CIMB BANK at the first , because peng wee need to make something at his CIMB account at HI-COM there near by. Then very fast about 10 min finish they coming out , and i ask them : how can be so fast , they say yeah finish ady very fast no anyone at there.....then they say need to go KL Central there to make the card , plus somemore i also need to go there too, i need to go  KL CENTRAL to buy a train ticket for going back to segamat.  Cause noe this month is CHINESE GHOST MONTH, so my mom ,my brother and my friend ask em dont come back or drive back , cause very danger so i take train to back......
So..... we reach KL CENTRAL then we find a car park at outside of kl central there , near bus stop but we can't find any parking at there, then i say change to car park we park at car park , then my "sister" says : are u sure wanna go there are u sure ? then i says: yes , just go , i will pay for that ......
so then we go , and he miss that junction that wanna go to KL CENTRAL , LOLZ ==''''' i thaught he know the way...... lolz... shit ... need to find a way to make an U-TURN.....
Then the 2nd time DONT MISS THAT JUNCTION AGAIN>>> i says , he say ok ok....
so finally we in the kl central around there , then we find a word P for car park at kl central , so we go in the car park then wek turn and turn and turn untill p3 or p4 , we saw many car park and then we park , when we go out my car then we saw a board write RESERVED FoR  xxx 34 .... , then i says  hey , thats write reseverd we can't park here , then anderson says is ok one , then i says lolz... i dont want get my car tyre lock and we cant get out ... then we go back to my car agaiin , then me move the P5 and yeah finaly there is SOME parking at there .....so we park and go to lift waiting the lift coming peng wee and jian hong they two stand at the front very near the lift door , let me feels like they can't wait to look what KL CENTRAL LOOK LIKE =='''  ... haha  .... so next one , we go to do our things , me and anderson go buy train ticket and peng wee and jian hong go to CIMB BANK......dont know until wat time , i think thats the time is evening ady , our thing is settal , so is the time for play that machine water machine RM 1 for any water cans hahaha   ..... then we bring 6 cans , it was fun haha and crazy..... have a pic haha

beside of me the left side is name Anderson  , crazy..... hahaha...

Then we going back.... on the way summit there WHAT A HIT!!! Suddenly My car ASS get KISS BY the STUPID MALAYS dont know how he bring the car WHAT FOR GOING SO NEAR TO MY CAR ASS!!!  and just some scratch lolz... paint lost abit , and THE MAN SAYS HIS CAR ALSO , I KNOW HE WANT TO MEANS THAT HE DONT WANT TO PAY ME !!!!! SHIT I VERY REGRATE I SHOULD ASK HIM TO PAY DAMN IT !!!!!! GETTING MORE ANGRY ON THAT TIME , and traffic jam somemore ...... i'm very piss off at that time , my car get silent ........... all they ways we going back to KOTA KEMUNING.....
until i saw something then i chill.......
and then send the peng wee and jian hong back their hostel , then i go mamak there have a drink and lunch and dinner at there plus my friend also at there  the "'DUMBO" i know his nickname 小飞象only the real name i dont know , and 啊豪,they wait me at there , i think have abit long ......
then after we finish eating we go ply snooker ... at pusat kk snooker hahaha... long time we didnt play ady ....
the pro name ah hau he is very pro , but fun play with them tooo..... later on RAYMOND THE PRO KIA .... He's ON THE WAY COMING snooker here too to play .....
So when he arrive , then he says now's a day he play pool so he's snooker not so good ady.....
AT 1st i'm not so belive , cause he very very PRO , let says PRO KIA haha ....i'm on playing with Ah Hau , so i didn't know how is he play ..... but untill the half way i play , i saw him shooting the white ball to the other ball , actually before he play his ball didnt get in the hole , but i saw on the tim the white ball get in the hole , WHAT i cant belive , then i laugh HAHAHA ! how can be RAYMOND , i dont belive u can do like this , then he says , see what yang min also laugh at me , but i say ya , cause i didnt saw u before will do this ......  he say truely now my snooker not so good at all......
then i just silent , in my heart says , later on u play somemore , i sure your skill will come back on....
so on last round he play with Ah Hau , cause he skill all come back ady..... hahaha
So at last we play untill 8pm more , so me and Anderson , we going back to our hostel ady....
then we taking a bath, then i go to master room there find Anderson , and watch harry potter my idol , we watch CHEAMBER OF THE SECRET  again..... and then untill the half way i study abit cause on friday got quiz and exam , but all can't get in my head and the movie was on pause already......
then ANDERSON teach me the circuit and parrele series  , finally i understand , but i know tomorrow i sure forget......
then ... i force to remember some ...... then watch finish and go sleep.....ZzZzzzz

hate

讨厌我班的印度人，他妈的，每次他们一进班就那边吵上吵下~
今天，我刚进半还没讲话，只是静静吧了~就叫我yeoh min diam diam la~~~
他妈的mai cb ..... 现在是怎样哦！！！看了都du lan , 你们的鸟是要被剪掉是吗！！！！！
是得罪到你的鸟是吗？

pc fair

that day 6,7,8 / 8/ 2010.....pc fair
i bought a rm165 mouse for gaming , and a 1 terrabyte hard disc

today 'chatting phone with lim win fan

long no chat , we still can 有说有笑的~
真高兴~

congratz....

lolz.... my friend all pat toh ady , good for them , wish u all happy forever.......and loves never end....
me still have none... haha